New Testament Bible Study

1. Grammar
1. The obvious read of the New Testament bible, hereafter referred to as bible, has an English lexicon and alphabet use in USA but it does not appear to follow both grammar and communicative standards in English both in visual and mental conveyance, not with out an exception of where the majority rule of nearest strict grammar occurs in single sentencing in Psalms. Not so much like a child or queer, with scribbling all over the place no uniform layout, or every uniform lay outs its mind can pretend the book spans. Yet though, if you were say around humans often and writing a book based on no scholarly education, or even if say for instance you believe your soul was priory a spirit animal, and have tendencies to mind, you could possibly find this book to be a alternative to be with and not discredit, but ajar non the les sin radical play that suits different needs with unbound grammar. Not so serious, or really is compared to a baby with no rhyme or reason just coloring on paper. Never the less, a format to be sure retains through out the book.
2. One of the main things about the difference in grammar I believe to have grave importance to speech by trait is the way in which capital lettering is used. Most common on very short words, that has a trending theme of relate possible to also pronouns such as "He" and "Me." I think this is due to an animal limitation, and I don't now which specie but it is safe to believe cat and dog, as their very communicative with humans and part of the protected class in the food chain with human in court. Also they have a limitation in communication by design, that says vocally, they only ever get to express one word but mentally with intake they probably learn like a baby with in means to understand language eventually by listening, however in the natural order of instinct because of the limitation they need to communicate faster in repeats, which places something like a first gesture at the top of the list of single word to get right consistently over others, that being a name, a pronoun, or in the capital lettering sense, a noun on words relating to persons with pronouns likely.
2. Structure
1. Chapters are for the most part similar to any other book, but each page format is in columns, all be it neatly as the only thing to I suppose understand about it, rather then messy or in some other derivative. I believe that has some significant meaning. Possibly because cats and dogs as example before, this is in line with what is said about cat's sight that makes string so fun, they see based on motion. So having more up and down rather then left to right, caters to the tail of balance when motion obscures and upright, would be where the tail wags to recapture balance, short, worded, move on down.
2. Each sentence or group of words is bulleted to direct reference anywhere in the book with relatively simple as can be numerology. It is not in the paragraph form as much as it is in different by the same nature of chapter, cluster of sentences a paragraph, and then another, and so on to chapter. To get anywhere in the book like a quick reference look up, the sentences are numbered and only go two tiers deep, not three, such as 2:3 and not 4:2:6 making for an effective system, and not as much a paragraph indent is or spacing between paragraphs.
3. Chapters
1. Dogs naturally are the more adept to respond to more then one word, cats most likely friendly will come well by their name, a lot wont do much more by words, I don't think its their fault or ignorance, I think their just slow in a sense of always looking too cool is really truly is how we see their smart, in not bothered easily by training to their own change and life and it comes on their watch just rightly introduce. I believe the more they become understanding in humanly interacting the more that smart ignorance turns to childish wonder for not stubbed their toe so to speak, but I do think they have a incredible ego looking face until then. Least a gender, in most cats and dogs on appearance. Dogs love to play fetch, their a lot more robust, and intrusive like don't know the size of themselves when happy and such. So I think the beginning of the bible starts out with fetch in the human orderly. As if dogs have began with reorder their humans, understanding how we tend to like to have them assigned to owners, in literal, begets the dog is expression a list of who is whose owner like its know their own and talk about it amongst friends. Life really is happier with a heel because their communicating and enjoy humans. They also have to fetch humans to go outside. At a dog park if consistently going with their owner it might look well like the length of the intro wording in the bible one dog recalling and going over who is who in their mind at the park.
2. There is a red text early on in the bible chapters where the names are of pronouns common to human more so then not or a regular word if not capitalized. I really like this idea, for some reason, it does not exist any other color for a reason and does exist in the New Testament pretty much only in that way. My .understanding of it is how cats are called king of the jungle or top of the food chain, they've had to kill or be killed against them all at one time or another where no other specie has the bodily design to say that like cats do, also wolf in dog, similar thing a wild pack in the dog family, or dog in the wolf family, that is fierce relentless hunting using their own god given bodies and nothing more. Therefore up-close and personal and even fights man one on one and can vouch for wins, sad as it is, both specie cat and dog have a advanced human side to them that they coexist better then any other animal specie do as house pets using the same stuff we do to nap and eats in the same kitchen, take them out to go potty every time. I think the red letter text is their seeing a collection that human clean up, perish selves. Their more like, rather catalog as do, as if humans are neat and they have a meat rack of the dead ones in their hearts more then actually watches the blood by well senses. Look silly? Well not food. Something they could admire to morn for if has them a pronoun care. Also important for the next two chapters after pronouns. Romans and Acts. If there is human meat rack in their heat, Romans are the hung deceased people that are robots for the Acts coming.
3. It took me some time before I ever picked up a new or (sorry to say still haven't) Old Testament and read it. I think the reason is because the new testament was always the more available one to me, at church or at home, and the old testament seemed to hide, and it troubled me eventually hearing all these normal repeated bibles stores and I finally wondered where are they getting these stories? I've seen the bible and it reads nothing like such. I didn't understand it was the Old Testament. I still haven't read it to learn it is maybe 100% English grammar in comparison, but the very beginning I recognized hearing before and it dawned on me. I wanted say that because of how I come to read the new testament is when I had time to sit around in a place unfamiliar, not home, and with my pocket bible my mother brought to me I finally wanted to know what it was all about and just buckle and read it knowing its not so coherent, I was seeking where are the stories exactly. Much to my surprise I did not see them and didn't worry about it so much as I was focused on a book I don't understand as I'm reading. Yet Psalms is different of a second as they are English sentences like words of wisdom and sayings to fruit the nature of your day. Before reading, I every once in a while liked to grab the bible and separate out Psalms with my fingers and flip through the pages and shove in my other finger to land on one random and read it for the days inspiration. But before this section is Revelations. I knew I wasn't understanding the book I kept reading, I knew Psalms would be different at the end but first Revelations and the word itself make me believe in a high spirit like awaking or informing myself, and truly, it reads very different then the rest of the book I'm not sure what it is possibly the I references but it felt like bump in the whole read as tracks of the chapter, and when I finished the book I was not satisfied. I had fixed a reading block I had in high school just before high school ended and did homework after graduation for myself, and this book didn't make it any easier my thoughts that I'm not retaining what I read. So I read it again right after I finished. That profoundly did something with "Me" as if "I" needed Revelations first in the "I" sense and rereading it changes to "Me" or vice versa. I still didn't get it. But those two pronouns sunk on Romans which is early in the book matching the exit to revelations a first time.
4. After Romans and Acts are what I believe to be the sects, and in their own words, for some reason I like Galatians the best, just by the ring of it is like universe or galaxy feeling verses space, or heaven. I think once one gets to Philemon it is like it sounds but in Romans sense of closet, file, but man, a compliment the beginning chapters and there after partial to King James and furthering a connection in bring it all together strong named chapters. Consistently making it up and around with Romans and off into whatever will bring.
4. Background
1. There were a couple preconceived notions about cat and dog that makes me profoundly think "how does human know that?" Cat vision being motion based, or dog and cat senses of hearing and smelling being likely their dominate senses for seeing and spans though well behind walls even.
2. The difficult notions to me were how are dog and cat years determined and calculated? I have found or heard how and it sunk in later, that humans are able to truly say they have difference in years and measured off something very real we identify with. That measuring bar is with in a similar statement like the following that is what it is in humans, for cat and dog too, states "the first 70% of your full grown adult size in a average 100 year life span happens in the first 15% of your life time." In other words we are born small and rapidly grow which slows down nearer our late teenage years, where most don't ever grow again as rapid not as drastic of a change into elder age adult hood final averaging size over the entire lifetime. Cats, I believe reach that same similar statistic even faster. They are small a very short time, and while house casts remain relatively small, in adult size, the life span average, and wear on the body, tell a story as well as their design in predatory, what a long life to them happens like, well themselves. Then the ratios of averages between are defined apart to human and we can actually express dog years and cat years. In a difference from time to size, I do believe the smaller house cat, with the similar elf like face apart form other cats, is the elders of crowd in all cats. Which is different in humans, our smaller ones are our youth but we don't have similar size differences across multiple breads. Big Ben is just a story, and like statue of Big Ben that exists, I believe the sphinx to be a monument of that type of understanding illustrated in a keep sake art. The larger cat is the human headed cat, those that live with us and get along that way, due to their size.
3. I noticed something that is a tendency of cats that dogs don't do, so I also recognized apart some real big differences in nature between them but similar to each other, then are too human, in different. For instance, going to the bathroom. Cats' instinct doing it themselves wild or domesticated, and dogs domesticated do not, and need humans to help them, more like they drag the human around not the other way. Silly. Another difference is their hygiene, a cat again independent, instinct to licking themselves clear, and dogs just don't, they need us to wash them once in a while or maybe naturally he rain outside does for them. More likely, their hair is variant difference and they just get mangy and smelly in the wild. They don't lick themselves in other words thoroughly cleansed. But their elbows and joints are all way more similar to each other, general design, where the arthritis matters in carries you, where to human we are profoundly a difference to every animal. A monkey LOOKS similar, but really isn't in feet and use of their appearance like we do with ours.
4. Analysis of the cat is more from my stand point then will be a analysis of a dog, because I've had one in every head of hold I lived at since very young, and once in a while a dog, but not constant as a cat. So I wanted to understand what it is that makes a cat instinct to the liter box, or in the wild sands, if available verse other spots to go to the bathroom. Also, what makes a cat run from a vacuum? While a dog, acts very different to vacuums, like they want to get it and can't bite the air. I think I can positively say I've come to realize how these actions are manifested in dog and cat. Also it is very cute, and I have to give it up to dog for being so heroic. If you ever thought a cat is arrogant and ego tactical for that top of the food chain position and acts like they have no weakness. We know that's not true, but in running from the vacuum is a loose, but not a weakness, their action is remain uncertainty as if never overcomes the barrier of the fear, but has a proper response immediately, that's pretty smart. Yet in still it does not exist on Earth what they are running from in house holds and in most of America. It is touch down proof of their reincarnate from a different realm of existence, the sands, that deposit as much as deserts in Africa, but there, it's not so relevant to life, just avoid the sand, where they are form, is as similar to our ocean, in sand, but actually comes full circle on every grain, and not the ocean rounds just once.
5. If you can imagine a plane of yellow sand that stretches in all direction into infinity, and wont come full circle like rounding the ocean, rather it comes full circle in every sand grain, then naturally there must be some sort of disruption like movements or, what to fear, waves of quicksand. In nothing but sand as a realm where beings live the same just as on Earth in their own cities and cultures, but the whole realm is yellow sand, it is evident that you can die from quick sand. More so then ever was a sink whole here, up there, quick sand can sallow a city. Normal movement or activity is only commotion in the long run to eventual rise and fall of civilizations. And what do they use to form a city to stand on and not fall into quick sand as much as they may? They recycle poop, mixed with sand, makes great building block clay. So whether they are instinct form a different life, that I believe, more so then they recall their actions to give poop to the sand for building, and run from the ground sucking them in. I believe it 100% that is a fact of their past life. Also I believe further that when any being is trapped in quicksand and perishes from that realm some way or another long time depletion of interaction caught in sand or can't breath like it would be here, that a tornado is the weight of too many souls perished and it carries them falling from under the sand to earth for rebirth, as well, carries sand deposit, and that is where Africa deserts get the sand.
5. Relativity
1. I think there is an important part of relativity in these findings, because the animal specie is one that is more shared in bone design commonly then other specie of human bird or bug. Yet I think that cats and dogs you'll find at the top of the protected food class in court, meaning they are protected from becoming food, is due to their own ability in doing so. We might think it is us humans, in truth yes, but things like using cows milk, or not branding the cow in certain ways once were as not to contaminate the meat, are things in US court as well, but not so protected. In sort, I think all hoof and fur animals meet at a median to discussions, where as the front runners really are protectors of their own class, top of the food chain fighters, dogs and cats.
2. Because of their statute in US courts, they also have been with us a long time and are very smart, as well willing to work with us on matters, and so cute and kind, even thought the cat appears to have such a attitude at first about it, they do seem to warm up and cherish into our lives with amateur media formats on a huge scale like none before the internet. Also because it's killed or be killed I think their more sensitive to the nature of understanding it instinctually. That goes hand and hand with how the small of cat breeds is the eldest in my opinion, willing to work it out with us at needed to humble them in size to live among us easier.
3. In the effort of king of the jungle top of the food chain (protected among only three anyway) and handling the red text not quite theoretic, then they also maybe have a deep opinion and pondering on a long time of what it is that is going on with humans. I think John I of France is an example of this, whom was born in 1316 and pronounced dead by modern E.K.G. also in some Encyclopedia say that he has gone missing with "supposed survival." None the less they are conclusive on he's born a king and only for five days. If you dig a big deeper into the history and the lives of his parents, I'm with out a doubt in total belief the animals of The New Testament writings have for a long time acknowledged him, and the passages of John 13:16 are a direct hit. His parents, are the historical accuracy to had "abolished slavery." Also his name and occurrence of "supposed survival" caused more then one person in history to benefit off the idea plenty have claimed to be him, there is even a book about him named "The man who thought he was king." These two things are exactly what any variant of the John 13:16 bible passages are about old or new. While he's definitely not born yet before or during Christ's life, his birthdates goes well far back that over time changes to a popular text such as bible which comes about as seemingly like that's appalling, really probably do happen in slight conduct over time in reprints. I would say that especially an animal's text favor, as they really might be in it for something different then the story, more like a humanistic log that goes hand and hand with the grammar difference not being of convey fiction.

Addressing Global Warming

Gravity in itssimplest explanation in few words is light in proof. How then are objects drawnto each other by light, such as people to Earth, and the Earth to the sun? Inthe balance of all things is a equilibrium that is never even, which rings agalactic cerebellum, the information central processing, and if process isproof of light, evenly that cerebellum is never finished and constantly changing.Let's break down some facts about light. One fact is that it is the fastestthing known to man kind in travel. Another fact is that from a source I amomnipresent like sound, which starts at the source and spans out in alldirections. But there is a difference, and that leads to another fact that itis also all encompassing. If you think of a grid of any number of X, Y and Zunits on an axis, it exists on every point as all encompassing where really thegrid of points is infinite, but to illustrate well just say it is like a matrixand it exist on every point of the matrix. One difference from sound is that itis invisible in travel. That all encompassing aspect of it, unless obstructedby matter, will not be seen until it is obstructed on the face of some matter,whether it is clouds that it can keep going through, or a hard piece of steelthat it would only illuminate the surface, in between and how we see with oureyes, it does not show in the travel of. Sound however does with the allencompassing, it is omnipresent in originates from the source, and standing adistance away when the wave passes you by you will hear it as to say it ispresent in the all encompassing aspect noted by travel. Of course soundcontinues to keep going in how a volume designates what is heard is brief asdoes not remain. Light, remains, a constant in algebra is how it is measured ofits traveling speed.

Now there is innature, a red-line theory that is very true and exampled in our bodies and inour ground by technology, which touches on a subject of electricity. I don'tknow how you think of electricity but I think a lot of people hear about BenFranklin discovering and, my self, I get an impression that it is white fromthe lightening expression. However not true, my mind wants to believe there isa white light traveling on the wires, when it really is invisible as well, butit has a far less travel speed. Now in the world there is computers that run onelectricity and a client server model many are aware of what means, for whateverreason though a cline server model we are focusing on is how in nature, aserver red-lines so to speak and literally like the natural body in formation,derives arteries of fiber optic cable larger in bandwidth where the redline isgreatest in the world that trickles down to inevitable nerve endings ofclients. This is due to the proposal, when leaving out peer to peer, in aclient server model, the servers uptime as a computer just like a clientspotentially, has the work load and always present responsibility to keep forevery client there fore runs the most load and work and uptime, creating anatural path that is retraced more often then and single client may in themodel. This path repeats and is what is as described the red-line. Centering aroundmultiple servers in a area creates a larger need for bandwidth in pipelineslaid around the world and exhibits a aortic type of human vain system but inthe Earth with wires and fire optics that just like the human, the larger veinsare near the heart what would be the majority red-line servers of the internetuse in the very beginning to date.

Electricity,largely invisible like light but runs on a harness of metal and sometime slighttoo, is constricted to the harness. A gravity nature of call for light occursjust as we would want to see, we might flock then to a light source if it everytried leaving and follow it. These computers, are gravitational in light, justas every material that goes into making these server rooms for instance letssay we need to start one, we would draw up form all over the world andmanufactures to make a computer and then bring it to a location and build afacility and have wires running in and out, just as we often do. That is quiteliterally a complex form of gravity because it involved humans. A basic form issuch as the sun. Just one source and it never goes away, and illuminates Earth.If we did not have electricity lights, we would be heavily dependant on thenatural light of the sun, moon and stars quite often. Fire is a light too, thatwe did use in the past before electricity for the times the sun is not over usand we want to see. It too has the same characteristics as alight just likeany, but different at the source just like all are to another whether it is neongases in a tube, or a burning filament in a bulb. Electricity, as an adventhuman created in use, for an energy, that which fire has, and the sun has, inits primitive form, not too energetic if can't see anything is probably a truefact, so we find ways to improve upon, such as the productivity that electricallights really do bring in vast qualities all over in life. So needless to say,we built these complex computers that are just so fun in light that we do someamazing stuff with them. For instance in a client server model, there is theissue that hardware breaks down, in theory, over the entire span of a servermodel it will have swapped out its hardware nearly potentially 100% for newhardware with out missing a beat on that red-line up time factor. Due to thecomplexities of programs and the need for 100% uptime, things like backup andredundancy is put into play that makes it seamlessly in operator attendancemaintaining these servers health. So amazingly enough, thinking about how itjumps hardware potentially to 100% replacement over time, then that meansnothing but the mind of the invisible light walked itself on the way, like onlily pads that are the hardware and it is a frog. Servers such as the need forthe most propionate uptime have a lack of interface them after developed. Thereason is because light is gravitational and the server has such a load foreach client that it cant spare it, as well, it is room for operator error thatis unnecessary by deployment so they minimize visual appearance of the lightand it helps greatly in performance. In that reasoning the source, a humanmind, is the invisible light traveling with out the body to reach destinationsmore gravitational to the advent, which is end clients and more of in keepingthat stable uptime since the beginning of the first server, never ceased ifremains up, to be path repeating more then any individual client whenconstricted to the client server model with each other.

That is acomplex form of gravity of humans in what draws us to do what we want to do andwhy it would move us to move Earth around into complex forms of hardware thatrun software. It doesn't explain the pull from why we can't fly type of gravityand that is what I will to do in explain. As said in visual depiction the sunis a basic form of light, it is just one light that never goes out that isalways in contact with the Earth somewhere at any time. It is like a one pointsource omni directional luminance that we don't see in travel, until it hits asurface. If there is no human is there still a light? Sounds corny like a treefalls in the forest do you hear it, a typical theory question to inspirethought provocative. With light, with out a human, certainly there is light,like a fire, even though Smokey the bear says only you can prevent forestfires! as if we start them, fire has been know not exist with out personsaround, and we only see the damage, that it truly does have a light and goes onwith out anyone around. Other sources are going to be similar. There is noquestion to the amount of natural light sources in the universe as immeasurablein distance and types unknown, in my opinion. As if a star does illuminatesomewhere in the galaxy a human as never laid eyes upon and it would remain, anatural source even if not, the reason is because of its initial touch down aslight itself. That alone is enough for gravitation. In humans one couldchallenge that our eyes really vacuum light and is the reason why looking ineach others pupils they are black as space, or logical void of light which issimilar to light in travel. Upon contact of a matter however, light is as leastof weight as the fastest most omnipresent and all encompassing natural anomalythat any reflection tethers with its own wave by compound nature and it cantpull out from that contact. So upon contact of matter, it literally is senseitself uncontrollably to a reflection tango that which is viewable light itselfto a human, but least all humans or animals, beings, it is gravity in nature oflight can only do and will only do, in over time, at a whole, and that is existeven as they may go out like fires. The vast space existence stretching toinfinity in all directions is impossible to put out or even state that as factthere is, but our own presence is proof. Just like a sun that doesn't stoplighting the Earth or a people that is drawn to the light if had none. So asimple bounce back is a complexity of life itself. I don't know if you've everheard that fires are alive. So true, with energy consumption just like humansdoes. If we only had one lantern, we would surround it and become fire inrunning with the torch. The sun is nature's way of showing us it is runningwith the torch. Basic as just one that contacts our earth, but on a sale thatis phenomenally faster then the speed of light, that is measure its lifetime,we of course can not, as dependant on it and it having been here before weexisted in likely question where does it come from? Yet in math in power innumbers adding up, that is nothing least a bounce back and we are in the bounceback with even more bounce backs in a gravitational construct that is light,weighted least of all, in not present in travel and fastest known travel toman, conducting itself with out a tug or pull, but actually only has one waydrive if any, spirit of man, and combining was more such as the reflectionhaving a second wave and direction of path that rubbed the first inbound in theinvisible sense of what is traditional to source something we see.

That in shortestbroad view look at it is what gravity is, it is life and in light life existsalone with out creatures. But we as creatures, certainly move light to muchmore reflection in power of free will and the inspiration to do things thatremains keeping us gravitational to each other and even illustrates a aorticartery of human put into the Earth in how natural red-lines a repeat pathlight.

Even to the 4th power

As describedabove, light does not exist in the travel. So in E=mc2, lets make up somestrong named constants for light, that make sense. Also because we are dealingwith either two relatives or two matters that one being a relative and theother being the neighbor surrounding matter, we need to rationalize time andspace for each apparent. This will be like ratios. The time of a rock and thetime of an air a ratio like thus time2 = air_time : rock_timeand the space for instance like thus space2 = air_space: rock_space. So let's start off, with 100 as a 1.Why not, 1 unit of light speed, and as we said, the travel is invisible, solets also try a 0. To debate, what possible could there be to balance speed oflight is only 1 to any whole, and 0 to still present (but we need to plug thatin the equation to really find what we deserve in check our work), well howabout since there will be two matters whether separate objects same matter orone object and its border neighbor matter like air, lets just represent thatwith two unit wholes, so we just double 1 unit to 2.So thus far we have 0, 1and 2. The trickiest one to find is we need to also absent two, but notcomplete zero, as if there is a unit whole present in different such as 2 to 1is representing of two wholes and not nominal value of a single light speed. Sowell attempt to keep 1, and zero it, and the logical response is come to theconclusion -1 will do just that in balance a 0 of 2. If 0:1 is one light wholein travel not seen, but its space and time, taking zero space in travel time ofone light reaches a face, then a -1:2 is two of them in recognized a unit wholeexists already present, but represent the second 0:1. Because these are spaceand time ratios relating to a single matters even, and the second one as wellmay not represent equality and still be described, such as 0:1 = 0:1 is true,but we loose information about light that must be described between two evenlyto say that is really 0:1(air) = 0:1(rock) in just numbers, we can say 1:0 iscongruent to -1:2, and vice verse the air for rock is no different. Therefore,the congruency holds up to be in even nature while rearrange them for differentratio expressions, such as put the time of the first and time of the second asa ratio, then the space to space likewise, like so 0:-1 is congruent to 1:2. Orperhaps negate each other by the opposed space to the time of each, like thus0:2 is congruent to -1:1. Then finally, let's make perfect sense of any ofthese combos by making an equation of relativity for each of the four. We endup with this E=m-1², E=m1², E=m0² and E=m2².In ratio form of expression it would be something like even four, such as [(E=m0² : E=m1²) ≅ (E=m-1² : E=m2²)].With that we can plug in the mass of one or two mass but not three or four,mass to objects because that would invalidate the ratios, and we may then solvefor which E we would like to for proportionate factors if you will but on an exponentiallevel of pairing two mass in real world construct clause.

Upon concludingfinding some E for the equations using the ratios, we will no doubt be comingup with the constant of the even speeds of light at which the objects matter ishorizon to another into infinity around the object. Such as Earth, the solidbelow and the air above, when we go to the coast we see what is a stretch intoinfinity, if we could be really tiny and put ourselves on a rock that fits inyour hand you can logically say, every object has the same view potentially inkeep circling around while looking into the border at which divides the twomatters aspect. Yet in coefficients, there is for every single border, four Econstants, in do the work in check how it is understood, even if the numberscome out equally or just two actually different numbers of 4 total, because theeven is from one another's matter perspective.

Let's do moregrit and find some two objects matters to work with, that we have knowndensity, and well make up volumes and have the mass for too. Here s is a spreadsheet which youcan play around with numbers; it's about as far as I've got with the math. Hereis another spreadsheet that I think maybe helpful in different, it was about the samegoal, but I laid out everything one step at a time more or less when dong theentire math to transferring water through a hose for instance. It gives anaccurate time taken in the actual friction of the air and water. All the white boxes are ones to change valuesto, and you'll notice the space for relief sunders all the calculations, suchas a water bottle upside down in a hamster's cage getting no relief passage, orover relief passage? Well under as well, I think illustrates it well put,supplying the desires travel time too, is quite near what would with a aircapacity needed moving along each others surface.

So.... you knowwhen you spin something and it begins a rate at which so fast it starts to looklike it is going backwards? It is like that with real life or even DirectX.That rate is how to measure the light wave length of the luminance upon it, andthe drop in collective visual view that catches up to the backside of itstraveling is an eclipse. Certain light itself, or all light, wont be able to doso or have a different reaction then normal, such as fire, and would blow out,or light bulb light, would have the same logical effect that a camera recordingit does with a streamer impression. Plain objects of course are illuminatedfrom external light waves bouncing off of it, so they don't originate the view,if from an object standpoint like it was 1st person on inanimate physicalthings not living, there's a total eclipse. This is essentially how transmuteworks with a plasma tractor. Transmute by definition is the transit of anobject in mute, and therefore usually by another object mute in transfer thesame. A swap, but in physics actual matter performing it, or fantasy roleplaying, like "World of Warcraft," you transmute youroutfit to make it appear like another in your inventory but keep the stats ofthe one your wearing. So let's say there's these things call Zeppelins that areair ships and you wanted to cloak it like it disappeared in the sky while stillflying, then you must quantify Helium and Oxygen with a pure source of, inmeasure to tractor balance how much you need to shift in transmute. That iswhere a pole comes from that are about 7 feet maybe less and a foot and a halfaround, which doubled on U boats as sea level seeking physics to mosteffectively deliver explosives to the surface with out endangering themselves,as a pure can of Helium or Oxygen would seek sea level. One next to the otherbuilds up a charge around the can until it snaps for not being able to combineto air and flip flops with toggling the other element then builds a charge andsnaps. The snap ranges at the apex for about a couple miles, it can be noticedin static and electricity of outlet functions and even hissing and rumblingfrom the disruption coming about through dirt too as porous as it is, and thetotal reach is about Minnesota to the Western world Northern half of the worldsglacier to the north pole. How to tell that is by the snow season in coverage.Snow is a result of the dubbed H bomb when two cants are parallel with themiddle to the H forming what they will do in charge, tears atomic matter outfrom its element where it sits in the air and that becomes cold ice calling. Ithink one solution that was not a good long term one and may need correcting inefforts to actual fix the climate of Earth from one way streaks not coming backand only enlarging in the contrast from snow to summer, was Russia droppedthese cans at the north and south bole quite literally to resolve they keepshowing up on shore line. Police, or Polish, have been on the cold case for aslong as Russia, I think it matters in liability also that there is a advent usethat has arrived from the H-bomb which is sort of a clean up of lie detectorchemicals released into the air which are lighter then air. The draw of thecharge flip flopping rips atoms into change which anything lighter then air,like this Mystic Smoke magic trick, literally a floating chemical, will bedrawn to the apex. I think it's important however we regain total control andeach year to so in full decommission of all known canisters if we ware to keepthe seasons then rebuild them, but that break is going to be crucial or else Ibelieve it will get hotter summers and more snow covering winters until it's adry ice planet. Basically fully iced over like a moon of the son with the sunstill beating hot on it. No water or air is going to destroy a metal canister whentheir safely iced over already in north or South Pole. So we might need to digthose up.

Toy munitions WMD report

1.     Information

This is a smallreport I've decided to put together that may not be true, or maybe so but Ithink it is relevant to the common small talk that goes around in a generalcensus life of rumored "bombs" and some explanations for myself if anyone elsefinds them accurate I hope to be so.Efforts are also to explain the H-Bomb and dispel myths at the highestof mentions that a common civilian might hear rumors of, so that we can without a doubt identify apart. I say toymunitions because I've never played with anything real of explosives or weaponsleast just sharp things sometimes. Also I've fashioned so many useless junkweapons out of toy parts and sometimes sharp stuff, that I dang near need towrite manuals just incase any of the following resurface; switch comb turnedsteak knife, homemade numb chucks (couple bucks for dowel, chain and "i" hooks at the hardware), homemade throwing stars (simplysheet metal), modified suction dart cross bow turned to be able to handle heavymetal darts, from modified toy fiberglass bow, potato gun, tennis ball bomb(filled with match heads sulfur), and double barrel water gun. I have onesingle actual gun experience passing my written safety test with a Duluth MN gun shop and being able to fire a round.

2.      Detonationbomb

The most commontype of bomb ranges from M80's, dynamite, C4, grenades and more powerful, has areal visual apex explosion of fire and destruction, the largest of which formsa mushroom cloud of smoke and the destruction diameter is about five miles. Thelargest of this type has also been tested in southern deserts of the United States and has only been used once in war.

3.      Nuclearbomb

Rumored to bethe largest of bombs, but never been tested raises the question of it'svalidity, and coupled with the probability known tests are results from powerplants that have entered states of melt down warnings that also tells us it isnot in the same way when power. Yet indications from those are likely what thevalidation is would be a nuclear bomb how so without testing known to exist. Inactuality how basic a circuit for powering a light may be, the power companiesalways have a very complex current controlling power console? Duringinvolvement more and more of the home P.C. these powers have become moreefficient and with less energy used, through allowing computers to control muchof what the power company monitors. Electricity has no software in transfer butit is much like a jazzy wave, if spike was 1 and low was 0, the current doestalk to it's whole as an efficiency for what the power company does and metercharges customers. A nuclear melt down is the very real fear that the power as acollective is heading towards dead providence, by power company failure to keepadaptation control with outsourcing the electricity n so many end usercomputers, should everyone shut them off, we would be fall backed on normaltrends that lights and appliances less power supplied enhanced would not beable to keep up according to the power companies wants and advents. A nuclearbomb is the notion that computers, and example has before, are charged with theend user experience being at fault for causing power black outs, from P.C.virus. For lack of the explanation that it is an explosion, fiction media hasdepicted it as a difference, that being the key pad required detonating, isusually on the bomb that is not one that is a rocket or impact charge. Maybe that is a metaphor concocted thatresults the belief it is a civil destruction (suicidal really) having to be atthe keypad, like a keyboard.

4.      Atombomb

This bomb isperhaps the most unbelievable even if you explain it and the most elusive evenif you were to see it. The atom bomb is a very real "big-bang" theory ofuniverse creation. In various specialty science fields of exploration arises inthe United States a ridiculously expensive particle accelerator, the hopes wasto split an atom and the achievement was exceeded, and hidden well, while themachine used to achieve went on with even more ridiculous money hundreds ofbillions, and it looks like a funky space rocket jet engine all rolled into oneweird massive distillery on it's side, it is a exploration science. Splittingan atom however can not be done without the loss of the majority of all things.There are two different results depending on which side of the world it isperformed on, one is that light itself begins to disappear at the speed of light,which to the world is relatively slow, but unstoppable with physical means andquite fast to extinguish existence verses anything else able, and therefore atime reset in man occurs from the hero's race to collect themselves identifythe problem where located a science experiment and get there in time to stopthe scientists attempt. The opposing side of the world experiences flowingmountains just like out ranges today, but they happen moving dirt like it waswater, and a range as big as the world, it has been charged with the discoveryof creation, due to the dirt becoming so abundant and from nowhere. Yet instill we've all experienced it, however it is in turned off in our darkestfears and the good people of Earth fate a night that we all ring a bell to savemankind those who are charged with the duty to not fail in the apex of the mindof man, and the strange of the alien in technology.

5.      H-bomb

Also called thehydrogen bomb, the "H" is a little misrepresented as helium is involved but sois oxygen and so it is on the right path, but where the trail leads to a deadend is these are mostly thought of as explosives delivered from Germansubmarine U-boats that most effectively through physics seek sea level withoutroom for error such as mechanics that could endanger the U-boats. The "H" isactually a visual significance of two parallel poles with an apex connectionbetween them. Before U-boats were used, metal canister poles were developed byGerman scientists that inside contain either a pure oxygen element, or a purehelium element, and very effectively just that. For their exploration orachievement of transmute, samples of element needed to be quantified in weightwhen transmuting a quantity, and these cans are sampled to the time in whengenerating the balance is happening. Because only oxygen or only helium isinside they seek sea level quite effectively if just tossed in the ocean.Placed parallel to each other, they cause a static rumble charge that builds upwhat is the horizontal like of the two vertical poles in the visual "H" as theapex and eventually flip flop due to never having a set balance of course ofions attracting the similar elements to the cans until it is too much as theinternal element is only 1 molecular size of the element expanded, then therefor flopping to the other element building up a charge. The range of staticinterference is that is felt or electrical disturbed ever so slightly is aboutsome few miles, but the reach of the actual element disruption is the greatercontinental snowfall, if it is show, these cans flip flop contacted touch downin one yank tore the element from where it sits in the environment icing airinto falling snow. The advent of them together has disrupted some cultures likeRussia, who is deeper into the snow than the United States in continuedcoverage, and their only plan was to drop one pole far north and one far south,thereby dubbing the terms ``north and south pole." It has not been effectivebecause they still do eventually flop and the snow becomes more and the coldfreezes while the sun gets hotter, there is proof of no moderation in it forthe long run of humankind in a civil war where Earth is a player. Use of thesecans together arises too, in something as common as ear wax but as epidemic asthe patina of off white in the 70's. Due to the apex reach, chemicals, (notsmoke from burnt things, but literal gooey chemicals that float) that arelighter than air can be drawn to the apex automatically if there were an effortof cleanse of sorts needed. An example is a lie detector poison called "MysticSmoke," which is a magic trick of a bad product. It is brown goop that put onyour fingers and rapidly pressed and pulled apart causing it to float off yourfingers in long strands of gooey lighter than air chemicals. This chemicalwould draw to the apex charge, and it is often seen as brown drops on walls, ifyou try to fan the magic trick out of the air by waving something directlythrough it, it would collect on the object like syrup.

6.      Conclusion:

In my opinion itis critical like a lost theory of global warming that we decommission fullyevery pole of the H-bomb in known existence even if we have to dig them out theglacier north and south pole, then observe the effects, and decide whether ornot we want a season rebuilding of them, for such a think like the neat lurethat snow can be. Likely there would be a environmental gesture to probabilitybut I think if not fully decommissioned at least one period out the year, whereno overlapping exists that they are always at least any one of them inexistence then the extremely fast elemental span reach of what these begindoing while built will be relieved undoubtedly. The snow really does cause alot, and I mean a lot of human sickness, therefore may be considered abiological civil war. My prediction is that the snow won't stop moving in likethat of the coverage in the Eastern world of Russia and to the north, and aswell, without moderation the sun too won't stop getting equally as hot in theyears time that eventually, it would be a crude glacier world with a dry icesmoking surface, and the galaxy wont mind, as to say, elements in the heavensarise in who knows how many obscure ways, that we are even a body of existencefloating through it is somewhat beyond me and phenomenal but I do think it isonly our world like life happened and kept with it, so I am not in disbeliefthat man must find a way, and majority if not all other galaxy existencesprobably don't afford our elemental growth of need for what it is we areconduct of here on existence Earth, we are a part of. I don't think it is anoption, that the appendix, liver and pancreas are duplicated in mass as awhole, being the clouds, the people and the earthen contact between us. To thebest of my knowledge methamphetamine crystal salts are a biochemical, meaningliving and actually are created when fire water circulates through the internalsystem of a human and the pancreas reacts by dispensing in the buoyancy catchup, the last resort of feature life in the win, but it is a very real inanimateobject that a exhaustive flame nearly instantly consumes fast then the normalpilot like in metaphor if internally lit. However it is a selfish act ofstupidity in the history of Earth, disregarding warning of gas cans ande-cigarettes and causing a back draft smoking gas in a e-cigarette that surgesthrough the lungs setting your damaged cell wall recycling cells (sweats andpee traveling to the bladder) on a rapid extinguish of even that, which causesthe living cells in your body to fight quicker then is allotted a thought.

Personal Self-help

A-track totem displacement

       Primitive Background: Medicine in other culturesof a more primitive sense have what is called totem poles, these poles aresignifying of heads stacked on top of each other carved of a wood pole in theground such as a long or tree trunk, each head represents a single addition toa whole, so every totem pole accounts for 1 body in a design nature. Through this legend of ideal in creationism thehuman body would have three heads stacked from the base of the ground. From bottom up, the first would be a mindbody and spirit of gender attraction, genital (male testicles, and in femaleovaries) representing eyes, and urethra a mouth, significant in attractionnature to the body as a whole sometimes drives the rest of our actions when inattraction. As well, the second head, amiddle head, would be the mind body and spirit of our nature sense of lovingand care that of affection but not necessarily sexual, which is a family andfriend spirit or even compassion, the eyes being the breast, and the mouth thebelly button. Finally a top and thirdhead, of mind body and spirit, eyes being eyes, mouth being mouth, also a hugecomponent in driving both affection and the intellectual side of man on apurely human attraction whether it be for work or prospecting relationships.

       Description: "A" is for alpha in a selfish need,track displacement is actual physiological where about of what is totem innature in communicative face to face interactively. It is a bodily disorder that impairs thejudgment of others in a social decree such that it continually with outcorrection imbalances the nature of interaction when departed from constantinteractive attention, where as with contact attention unless affirmed in closemeasure will still comprise like a struggle to confirm.

       Symptoms:

1.      Acutestartling can occur in 2^nd parties whom are with in auditable visualand audio range of the disordered 1^st party for not with inimmediate attention as entering the room or walking by said 1^stparty, then noticing the party whether makes no attention or does attempt tosay hello, can cause the 2^nd party physiological change adrenalin,as if the 1^st party jumped out saying "boo."

2.      Outof body experiences can occur to the subject revealing a location that is fixedfor instance to what is subjected to the displacement. In ones own affirmation subject to thelearning. An example is extrovertedpuberty not aligned with ones self and a very real location of the subjectdisplaced from themselves unable to catch up with in desires and yearning, oreven adulthood if is subject of the intellectual, it is important to cater tothe collective because these displacements may not be correctable or in time,that might cause a contended with ones self structural imbalance they may nothandle well and with others in connection, also goes to the handling need notwell understood, least the experience of which can be cited for potentialdisplacement. This can happen with live-in subjects under the same house hold,so often that it can be seen coming by the 1^st party and still notbe prevented. It can happen in plain dayoutside a retail store busy, but someone isn't looking paying attention daydreaming and startles themselves, is nobodies fault.

3.      Discombobulatedunderstanding of time and memory associated to a surrounding event that hasdisplaced, visual bodily disorders such as that are of "slow" in nature of onesview that which bone growth is known to exhibit in playing catch up, toanother's when observing the subject for imbalance is similar in howinteractive, but not in actual timeline causes the opposed balance reaction. Differences in scheduling can causediscomfort, so tendencies to the comfort would be exhibited as anti-appropriatein regiment timing trends.

4.      Alow desire to associate or communicate, belief it is not a job is untrue whenit is a constant climbing that one most build in a mountain, this goes hand inhand with others having the inability to keep the same thoughts asinteractively built upon, for instance "Nick is nice, I'm glad I met him, Ithought he would be so different." Well will now apart become that differentagain as if others too unavoidable put that stock into Nick where as does notmatch least the interactive, that can even startle as not matched in plainview. So exhibits of other ideas trend like grandiose or egotistical outlook ofothers similar known to interactive closely as holding stock in what is notseen by the individual as being in a bubble not different then their known tobe lifestyle. Grandiose is a disorderwhen medically hindering, otherwise it can be a ego, but with out the presenceof the individual and still coming around like with in our thoughts as a egonot like the person repeatedly by return interaction is a A.M. disorder, whilegrandiose is a P.M. disorder. Both cantend to cause ones accepting of help to be hindered, and one is apparentlypossessed by the inflicted party but both are not seen by the party in justbeing them.

       Causes: Impact,that leaves someone temporarily in loss of life or comatose, where the jolt issuch a way that the body travels shutting down before comes to a rest and doesnot collect itself at the scene. Loss oflimbs and such are reported to often be felt after it is gone and take time toadjust mentally, a similar displacement, not involving a significant totemwhole in portion of the body. Strictlypreliminary in question, significant amounts of cloned body portions thatcertainly include a whole head of a 3 part totem pole of man can be displacedin physics to the actual location of said portions cloned, where about whenattached to the clone tissue occurs. Sofor instance, if someone had their spine broken near the waist and every organunder including the bone and skin, removed, where the biological old orangesand tissue are placed in according to the subject while the new cloned organsare surgical attached, could cause a permanent displacement that if were on onesside for instance and laying down, then it were removed and placed on a cartwheeled above the subjects head if were standing up, then that would also toointeract like this in attraction, constantly not coincide with the individualcreating a disorder of any function of the subject from social to mental, theaxis testing may read as continues to gather results in psychological analysis,as well, a side effect of psych meds might be tardivedyskinesia of the entire organs cloned, feeling likea restlessness of activity as if it is attempting to rest where I does not,forcing activity in the muscular atrophy.

       Treatment:It is not certain that there is a treatment, nor prevention for the gainof use, or possible trauma induced potential causes for knocking ones totem chiout of balance, but if as an individual I had any guess it is with taxation, inall shapes and forms of what could be, such as bonds. If there is a life threatened in a injurytaken to the hospital least the life, and leaves with there living, that subject as 1 life, faults to 0,but the hospital restores in chance back to 1 before the patient leaves. In thehighly unlikely event there is no bonding, from criminal assortment of theprocedure or the hospital faction in monetary value notes, being falsified, itcould project reading as exited the hospital in view apparently one, but leastthe two, over time tax so much absent a welfare seemingly met, that interestbecomes improbable contended with daily and savings impalpable. A responsible reassessmentwould be the need then in backdate to three upon welfare trends to restorativemeasure up to wean and therefore then on, not absent the restorative health.

       Prevention: Humans have one bond in harmony,themselves, and a hospital attempts to hold that bond for you as a goal. If you then say a measure for repair leastthat one bond is corrective clone tissue a estimate in wean is going to be theneed for two bonds in over compensation of quite literal volume of aindividual, where if a totem head is with in the scope of cloned, the bodymeasures a 1/3^rd or more need, and being bonding is of note in afashion just ones self, then two may be the appropriate wean. In for instancethere is not bond measure but 1, a life, leaving a hospital, it could with inphysics be more gravitational to the life of the individual making where thebond contacts tissue, feel hardened, and become weaker of endurance andstamina. Continued taxation of a welfare life appropriate where once need istwo to wean would be subject to back dating for relief of the actual weightload, with interest in calculations of a tax reporting setting. Awareness justlike anything can make all the difference here, the top head of a totem, theintellectual, such as preparing a child to go out into the world of work force,or even take over the family businesses can be the defining notable moment tothe subject. Puberty as well, for thebottom totem head, is one courts deal with a lot in different things abrupt thepuberty stage and ages that would otherwise occur near adolescent age, andcatered to, would be the defining moment one is self enlightened or fails tounderstand. A wedding day, or a childbirth the middle totem head could have a surreal life experience in challengedor awareness at these times. Becomes even small talk in the full functioningdisorder can feel like constantly climbing to reach something reallyphysiologically displaced never "saves" like a file backed up, it may not so bearound at times possible for concerned parties who have not chosen a closepersonal relationship or appropriate a parent in the same manor.

Timeline of my memory

       1316

o       Lessthen all five senses occurs feeling sight but it's dislocated.

o       Soundsof guillotine, do not arrive on time, they keep repeating with no other sensebut sound associated, I can only assume it is my parents heads while I'm in thewomb, certain feeling or time of the evening it occurs and in a repeat sensebut I'm not fully in attention like I don't think it realty is but then I'm thinkingit's no really in the room either and notice it more each time it repeats. This occurs in 2021.

o       Around2019 I read an article that gives me a strange feeling and a distant thought ofa injury that I share expression of the article and it becomes more evidentthat I don't know where I have this injury in life, but very real my ownfeeling about it was my body and possibly all I have in hanging on to anymemory as if really darkly hidden, sense of slight fear something happen Idon't know yet. The feeling is of thesight of a swollen round shinny red obstructing flesh body part that I think ispossibly bigger then my head, it also induces another black out question when Iwas a toddler, as to what happen and if so was it the incident recent, but alongwith the social workers name in mention in the article it really jolts a timein Apple Valley I sense the name in the air going on with my familyinteractions outside the home. So mybelief is it is all I have from 1316 in vision, and the social worker cites theabuse that remained, plus more that occurs in late 70's, so my family isinvolved with that at least in discuss the concerns, to I'm not sure the extenddealt with. It seems to be like a clenchin crutch to forced hang on, for if it is all I seen in 1316, then it's crucialI understand like it's me, all I had, type of holding on.

o       Alsoa feeling of null temperature, in the environment, literally like it was snownever existed yet, where as balance temp still feels like temperature incomparison to what I felt somewhere around 2014 and it repeats a strong vibeagain fleeting away in 2020. I can't recall it as I sit here, but thedifference is so radical it is unforgettable effected me, I thought I was formother realms and that's just normal like galaxy differences to know thatfeeling like not a Earthly one, but then I more and more derive some relief daydreams I think from the timeline that the late memory impacts, in such a way Iam with out a doubt it must be 1316, and I match as does my family in news andearly memory in the late 70's, direct hit for John I of France in theencyclopedia, even was shown his medieval machine that is rich as all Franceever could had been with just a glance.His actual face on a bronze medal matches a battered and abused babyface in the newspapers that my nurse aunt is holding in 1951, which is aboutthe next date in the timeline that I can barely make out.

       1951

o       Lessthen a few minutes of memory of a walk there was no roads around and no homeswhere are now on that walk.

o       Assumingthe articles date that runs coast to coast in many newspapers August 5^th-8^th1951, with a picture of my aunts, each holding a child, one alive and gnawingon the finger of one aunt and the other looking total not with it, signs ofbruising and cauliflower ear discussed in the article in the 70's that broughtback memory of 1316, they are both wearing nurse robes plain white robes, whichwas common in WWII, she remained a nurse wearing her nursing orthopedics to thelast day I seen her and probably still today. She is very old, if she is evenstill with us, I'm not certain. Thecaptions under the image say I am a girl, both children are, or all four peoplein the picture I should say are labeled as female I think, the journalism iscorrupt for 6 names for a 4 people picture. But, I have this memory of she ispossibly carrying me from like a Mound High school Dance or something to alocal sail boat shop, or her father's home at the time I think. There is other signs that I believe she maybewas nurse at the nearest hospital in this area, Waconia. However I've never seen or heard anything tothat effect from her, the only time I ever see her is at her home in Falcon Heights. What I think it is in my memory is really sheis bringing me back from the photo wearing a nursing robe, because of lack ofreason to do with me and the machine would appeal like it's a royal restingplace, and if you just removed a dead infant and from this golden geared thingyou might just think return him hearing Frances Forystek as the label in thenewspaper, They must had the connection mention to France. Also as a paper maker, or WWII spoils, itmust be obvious it is not opened until here in the U.S., it is a machine thatdoes a plenty of things but decked out like a mid sized open faced gears ofgold so you can see the fine tuned like clock precision operation, which without more then a glance makes me certain it's more then a safe. There are safesthat do a better false gear impression of gold lately on the internet market.

       1974-1978

o       Amajority of abuse stress I don't in the moment or even many years after notice,for blocking it, but it seems to appeal to the slave ship notion that thegrowth rate of your majority size until adult hood average, happens so quickthat literally infants are able to recover from total death quite easy, orfurther there of up until about age 18, a rate is very healing.

o       Myparents become married sometime with in this time frame the record is put intoGary Indiana state library with out an actual date, but recorded in 1974 itsays, and they aren't married long. Theyhave a trial separation for some four or more years too. I am still attemptingto get this date validated or corrected to seek my actual birth year and day,it is possible some sort of evidence exists, whether the hospital I was at haslog, or the footage of the VHS, or even the misuse of a Universal Studio CAstudio becoming aware to them, but I'm not an officer so my pull on askingaround is more like a privacy breech, but this stuff is a bit more rememberable but not at first, for an incident later, blocks memory before 1979, so Ithink it's roughly 1977. All I can makeout is voices of a man and a woman to the left of me talking about fixing me upand addressing the cauliflower ear.Turns out it's something I just picked up, but because of my overallstate of bruising and swollen member, they begin an antibiotic and other drugregiment IV and that is all I can recall for that moment. Most of this stuff needed to be expressed forhelp a long time ago and I don't fair in late, to criminals I still do and didas soon as it comes up to me, confronting my father on when he his me, andthings like calling the police to tell them I was kidnapped and I think peoplein the community are back about it, I don't see them involved in the past , I'munsure how they exactly take it but their email drop line does automatic replysaying they will probably at least see it, if nothing else in they do get tothe emails just not so timely like 911.

o       Mynext memory is foggy of sight, but it is in my best guess one Michelle Forystekor Gail Forystek, removing me from a medical refrigerator with a glass windowand a lowly temp and placing me in the car like she is bringing her new bornhome from the hospital, while it does look cute like that, she is a medicaltechnician, and she drives from Somerset, CA,El Dorado county, all the way down to Hermosa Beach I believe, wherethere is a beach flat she seems to be the only one present when we enter, andshe places me down like I'm shoes and wont be leaving the entry way, andproceeds into her home as if someone who just got home from work would. There are green tiles and cubicle stylewalling for a bedroom in the main open room of the place. That is the last I see of her, Jacques Forystek,in my belief comes by and picks me up after going in to the house and talkingwith her or something rather, grabs me on his way out and drives us to Universal City.

o       Enteringone of the studio with two other people one holding me, one with a camerabehind me, and Jacques, it reminds me of S.N.L. openings in later years wherethey are walking down the hall way until they get to the studio audience whichis no different, soon as we get to the hallway exit in to the studio bleachers,he administers a shot that I can only guess is water because my eyes sight getsdrastically better at that point, but it's still pretty fuzzy, and there isabout 5 other people already standing near a makeshift set, all men except onelady, one of the men says "no camera's" and it appears like a man and a womanare in rehearsal, with a few crew men holding equipment or something, and as heputs the needle in his pocket and picks me up from the other persons hands andbegins to walk me over to the lady actress she falls down from uprightstanding. So as people are scramming tending to her he beings me by her bendingdown using his knees and legs holding me as if he is still going to hand me toher, and then he says "oh well, I guess I could help, I don't know what I'mdoing standing here holding the baby" and so he looks around and there is a makeshift quarter room set like on sitcoms and it has of all things a Europeanstyle box wood crib with baby blankets and such and a fake blue window with aglow of light opaque blue. He places mein the crib, and everyone leaves the studio carrying her out saying "we shouldprobably bring her outside while we wait for the ambulance." So everyone left. Then the lights turn off and it's only a bluelit nursery window, the rest of the studio was blacker then night. A littlewhile later the doctor comes back puts a blanket over me and removes me tobring me around the mountain to a Beverly Hill church to be circumcised, thenmeets up with my Thomas Forystek Sr. in front of the studio entrance outsideand Thomas puts me in his vehicle. Then he proceeds to drive cross country toNaples FL. Where, after seeing my private member, he decides the priest didn'ttake enough off, and brings me to a Naples FL church to have more foreskinremoved, and the priest is not okay with it, until a stink is raised and theyboth call back to CA to either the doctor or the priest there, and get the okayand do so. Next I'm placed in a Naples FL beach side apartment in a baby crib inthe kitchen, with a girl that appears about 2 years old, my best guess is thatshe is Nicole Forystek. Where my MaryForystek has an apartment on the beach with her girlfriend.

o       Thetwo year old girl with black hair climbs out the crib and leaves, shortly thereafter Mary Forystek removes me from the crib with a extremely uncertainty onher face, I'm not sure what it is, but she drives to the Florida Keys where Jase Forystek and Deborah Forystek lived and then shereturns to Naples and Jase Forystek follows, or meetsher there, when we part at a parking lot on the beach, we go out to the beachsand and Thomas Forystek Jr. goes running ahead to play with a pale and ashovel in the sand, and Jase Forystek takes a pictureof Mary Forystek holding me, on the beach which I still have, she is very goodat keeping things and making memories like use of photos and hallmarks. We drive back to the Florida Keys,and only briefly, then she proceeds to drive to Apple Valley MN, to Thomas ForystekSr. and her home, and he was already there.

o       Notbut a few days in, Thomas Forystek Jr. is going out to wait at the bus stop forschool but comes back asking Mary Forystek if he can get a kitten and stay homeinstead, the lady whose house is by the bus stop has a box of free kittens. Our mother, Mary Forystek agrees, and so hegoes to pick out a cat and comes back.Mary getting ready for the day acknowledges the cat and continues to thebathroom putting on makeup and such, with the door open right down thehallway. Thomas Forystek Sr. is still inbed. She is back and forth to thebedroom and bathroom just down from the living room, when Thomas Forystek Jr.picked me up and put me on my back on the living room carpet, and so I didn'tsee literally what happens, I can't bend my neck that far even yet, but myjudgment he removed my diaper and he grabs his cat by the arms talking aboutbeing nice to the baby and attempts to make it pet my genitals, now, new borncats have the sharpest claws in the world for all cat breed, and they stayquite sharp but dull from walking and such.They had just put down a dog, for it being too over protective of mymother while she was tending to me, and it bit a neighbor while she was outsidewith us both, a boy who jumped the fence.It was very strange because she was attempting to breast feed and notlactating enough so she called it quits.So Thomas Forystek Jr. wanted to make sure the cat knows to be nice, andis holding it by its arms after had removed my diaper, forcing the motion of itpet my private part to learn how to be nice, something about good touch badtouch I can't really see anything but up on my back, but I feel a tug like asnag a couple times and he is wrestling with the kitten turned it's nails tohis hands instead trying to run away and gets all scratched up and drops thecat, then he goes to the kitchen to get scotch tape and comes back, then I feelwhat I can only describe as rushing blood internally and a slight blue ballstesticle pain internally in the abdomen.Later my father finds out, that was my testicle, and he pulled it off,scotch taped me up, and went back into the kitchen put it in the blender (hesaid for holding, it's a container) and grabbed a hand towel and came back andwrapped it around me like a diaper, a pretty good one I do think so. Then goes running down the hallway "mommy thecat cut me all over my hands what do I do?"She says "their just scratches, a lot of them, here, wash your handsreally well with soap so that gems don't cause an infection." Then she proceeds to the living room, picksme up and walks me across the street to the lady still outside with freekittens to ask he if their safe for children if their house broken. In mymothers arms seeing these kittens I lead over reaching to grab them all the waydown there on the ground, I was so ridiculous, but that's when the lady alreadyoffended for my mom asking if their anything short of pure breed which sheclaims they are, notices my towel turning red, and snaps at my mother "what thef**k you crazy b**ch that is not a scratch give mehim!" My mother get a horror face of fear over her face as she removed me fromher arms and places me on the side walk and pulls a blood soaked towel off ofme then runs into her home to call 911.

o       Within this time frame as well, before I could walk, my brother just two yearsolder then I injured me severely in the crotch, it was technically a new bornkitten he attempted to make us friendly.My testicle becomes external, I bleed all my blood out in the street fora short period of scotch tape and towel diaper event after that my mothercarries me directly across the street to ask about the cat if it is housebroken, and I tilt like hamster bottle, it just drains out. There is section of sidewalk that was off colorfrom replaced it that was still noticeable today, where I bled. I was emergency sewn in the ambulance; theyexpressed quite a difficulty and somewhere of 175 stitches were used. After brought back in, my brother kept askingif the baby should be purple or not and my dad at first ignores him so he keepstrying because he couldn't get me to respond, and finally my father comes tocheck and calls back the ambulance and they ask TJ where my testicle is, hesaid it's in the blender. He just put itthere because it's was there, it was okay and I black out as the ambulancepeople rush into the hall and I'm carry to the them. I appear to have two, not sure both areworking but another story perhaps.

o       Ibelieve the accident lands my mother in jail for four years but not her fault,she was present just down the 20ft hall way with open doors, my fathersleeping. She was getting ready for theday. So I think they are early startingher charged with a future wrongfully committed crime by claimant of habituallyharmful to children or abusive, there was a incident before I was around abouta dog they put under named Jennifer, it became too protective or something ofsaid me and my mom but I'm not sure I seen that at all, or the dog, I thinkit's just in my memory how it plays for seen pictures and they say it was me asa newborn that made the dog too protective, also maybe had a little wolf in thebreed, a German Shepard-wolfish. Thewhole scene out in the street as people wake up and go to work collected abouta crowd of 12-20, the ambulance didn't even come down the road where I was, northe police sort of stopping the crowd asking what's going on, so finally I waspicked up and carried the rest of the way. As well the police handed outfootball cards which today one might think they're just being friendly backthen things weren't so strict, but to me that just looks like candy in a van orlooking for a child the improper way, use themselves.

o       Myfirst word is "ma" and my just as I said it, my mother, father and brother arepresent, and they encourage me to do it again, and my father say's say "dad"then he shortens it to "say da," then my brother sayssay "Tea Jay" and I just stay pretty blank like I did something! When I think of it now that's pretty funny,T.J. had me gong right to triangles skipping the second syllable I was asked tosay "da" and going on to the 3rd and 4th for thefirst word day of my life.

o       Inrecovery, my father sets me in a activity saucer tray seat thing and he is outon the deck making a slicing sun wall addition to one side of it, so you canmove this triangle that goes stuff to the wall anywhere to sun block, he gets aphone call and isn't so happy after but I'm still with a happy face because hewas making faces, he turns and punches me in the face as hard as he can thenconverts his sun wall to just stay up against the house and puts a exit to thedeck down about 5 steps newly in. Triedto get me to stop crying but just begins with the table saw noise again andeven the vibrating from it hurts. Thereis a story and a half stair case on the far end of the desk that he eventuallyremoves. First thing after he punched mehe had done was call his lawyer to tell him and tries to get him to comeby. Sooner enough a man does ring thedoor bell in the front, and takes a Polaroid picture of me. Then leaves, andthen his lawyer much later comes by and they huddled and I don't know what issaid, but he leaves, then my mom comes home and questions him what happened?She goes as far to ask if he hit me, and he denies and I can't talk yet. I justhave to sleep it off in the crib; I guess it only looks like a red nose at thatpoint. But my sinus was fractured leftto right and healed with the gap eventually.

o       Sothe stitches aren't out and I am also walking newly now, I think I am sent outof the house on a play date with the neighbor, as a way her mother is babysitting too. A Vietnamese lady whosedaughter is part white from her father, she wants to play "I'll show you mineif you show me yours." I agree and she tells me what it is, so I pull down mypants, I didn't notice at the time but I have a large pray mantis like plasticwaling stick mended into my scrotum. Sheshows hers, and I think she tells on me too.The white man had confederate arms in a cross on his wall and was verymilitary dressed like always.

o       Thereis two times I am brought to a dentist in Apple Valleyand I don't remember walking out. I justgo under form gas apparently. I'm unsurethe time line but I think very early on.Also one time when I was at kindergarten and it was nap day and I waspulled out after she said "okay lay down like you would if you were going tosleep at home." And so I do and she goes around inspecting then taps me outbrings me outside the cubicle style rooms in one big room, and has me sit untilfurther instructed. By the time after everyone cleared out I'm still sittingthere and she comes up to me and says "what are you still doing here, gohome." I now notice that my father cameand picked up my nap partner and ignored me from something she said, then Ialso realize she held under her wrist when told me to go home and abrasivelytouched my hand with the one other, and while I was walking back home I faintedon the grass median right in front of the home my play date is at across fromthe park, so I think she poked me with something holding the needle under herwrist when I think back now. A passingby car stops to see if I am okay, and ask me questions like do I know who I am.Where I live. I indicate right up theroad pointing to where it's clearly visible and he walks me up to the door andI just go inside while he speaks with my father I don't know what theyexchange, but I don't notice a girl, or my brother but he isn't usually aroundfor being two years older, school schedules, I do recall him explainingkindergarten where you pick someone and the second day it's only boys orsomething like that because all the girls are picked?

o       Alsoone time I am sat on the counter in Apple Valley and I am dark orange all overmy skin with variant patches of flesh color, and in-between the orange andflesh is three rings of brown color, as I think it was turning back toflesh. Looking it up, I did not find anexample, only that it is caretenosis often in liverdysfunction. So I believe this issomewhere after the point my legs are cloned a second time, the first beingbefore I'm a 6 day old. As orange as itwas, I've only seen cadavers in media like forensic movies have such a tone,the actual carrotenosis images online are just a tintat most of orange skin. However I'm notsure, it could just be from the blood loss, I sort of wonder how blue andpurple my face became and if reconstruction surgery was preformed to replace asecond set of teeth in my face, but its speculation. Also that wouldn't liverdysfunction likely, as much as severed from it would at the intestine clear cutin two as well.

o       BecauseI could walk my mother was bringing me to grandma and grandpa whom I have notmet yet either, and it's a MPS flight to Gary IN. But has a connecting flightby about an hour or two differences. Westop there, she rents a car and drives to someplace and goes inside briefly andthen we head back to the airport. At theairport every 10-15 minutes there was a message about "nobody other then theperson checking in may be up at the check in counter." For the crowding, so by the TV's, there is akiddy pool I'm left at like the other kids variant company, some being droppedoff as my mom spoke getting the same talk, they'll be right back. In just waiting I'm looking around not payingclose attention when I think out the corner of my eye a lady drops a baby in acarrying seat and walks by me saying "come on, let's go." I look at I think itis my mother but I do have a unaddressed sense of she's not wearing the sameclothing, and this lady quickly walking fast gets on a plan not much backed upin queue, and I slip right by the ticket checker trying to catch up. I just keep walking down the runway on to theplane and notice her sitting in a seat and I sit in the row next to her, shegets up, and moved back a row, so I just peer around the seats and wonder, asif something is wrong. So I stay putwhere I am and we take off. The flightcrew comes around and sees me sitting alone, asking where my parents or adultparty is and I don't say anything. Thelady says "He seems to be lost, that was my seat." Providing her ticket expressing she movedseats. The flight attendant sees my ticket sticking out a front pocket of abutton up shirt blue sweater, and removes it reading I am on the wrong flight,and begins to ask if my name is "Oh your on the wrong flight, is your nameNicholas Forystek?" I still don't respond.The lady speaks up saying "Oh is that my great grandson, no wonder whyhe must had followed me, oh but we've never met?" By time the plane lands theysay the had found my originating location to me MPS where we were on our waynow, and so the lady expresses that her grand daughter lives somewhere in thearea and that she would be able to see me back safe if they can't reachher. Meanwhile I think my mother, hergrand daughter, is going to jail for child trafficking, there is an articlethat seems to relate and more about abandon children which is really the casefor two, instead one reads, "2 charged with selling baby." The crew agrees to allow this lady with justher word she would get me home. I thinkjust her word, but maybe they took down her ID too. We land and the lady rents a car and drivenot but 10min to a near by building. Inthe car ride she says "I don't usually do something like this, I'm really anice person honestly. Are you hungry?You're probably hungry, I don't know if I have anything at the house butmaybe we'll figure something out." Itmade me feel like who knows where I will be getting fed with this lady if atall, also not. She brings me in a verylarge building many stories we are on the first level it appears like a hallway going around a center with teller bar windows on the broad side, but shejust goes past those and I'm not too fast so I'm walking behind before I knowit she is walking the other way past me and I'm looking at a model-T on thefloor inside the building all gold and really nice, I never seen anything likeit and it was just one other person at a podium near a small stair case, and Ididn't recall I'm with her in company, I'm looking around for who I'm with asif I'll just remember my mother, but I do then remember I'm with that lady thatjust walked by me the other way. She isholding a cloth now but goes fast brings it around the other way then starts talkingwith a teller window I figure she walked back the way we cam and walk like I'mgoing out of the building, I stop because I don't see familiar in that hall wayeither, that's when she is behind me and attempts to kick a door and then turnsto walk out the building right by me saying "oh, you, your with me come on,we're leaving now." As she marches out the door security is on the outsidelocking the door and more security are closing in on her from some other placeI'm not even sure where, and as they come from the back they tell everyone toget against the floor on to the walls.That's when a little girl says "there's gas pouring in the vents abovelook," I look and I don't see anything. Then she says "put this cloth over yournose and mouth then you won't breathe the gas." I did and last thought Iremember was "why am I so lucky that she has the only one and she gave it tome?" It's a really foul order on thecloth. They had surrounded her just as I was knocked out by the cloth.

o       Iremember a few moments it being evening strange, like I'm not usually up afterthe dark comes out, and one of those times is when accounting was opened insaid my and my brothers names, by my father, who was present telling my mother,and he put the checkbook in my hand, and she claims "don't you think they are alittle too young for that?" he agrees and removed the checkbook from my handand I never hear or see about it ever again in my life until age 38 and I askhim about it and he says "no, there's no account."

o       Thatneighbor's home that I was also at in an evening strange setting being droppedoff by my mother, when they hosted a secret Santa party. After presents are passed out and I have nonin return, the lady also makes cookies and milk and as I am eating the cookies,one girl of plenty people begins to say that she is friends with my cousin JeanFiegel, later I learn the residence is a Fleigle that I'm at, and that her occupation is a internworking with my cousin's mom whom is a nurse, and that I am in a safe place andI shouldn't feel threatened or anything like that.

o       Thereis a relapse, where I'm at our home sort of alone, my father the only one inthe home with that little girl, and she brings her to the room I'm in, and thescene is very dirty carpet, so I know my mother had not been around, nofurniture middle of the night, and he says "This is Lisa, she's your friend."And I'm looking at a large set of Mobile city people toys, like the shebang,and I sort of just begin to play with them but it lasts about a half an hourthen I'm blacked out again.

o       ThenI appear at the upper part of a park near the same comer as those our house andthis neighbor with the neighbor baby sitter lady, who make cookies priory, butshe jus tells me to play, and goes to sit down reading a magazine and I go toenter a concrete tunnel because that is all there was at this park in the sandand I duck but I knock my head on it and it is bleeding severely fast and sherushes over pull my shirt off to put on my head, also I never seen the clothesI'm in but get a sense of like their my favorite as if I had before worethem. I do fancy the belt anyway. The shirt has red sleeves and white shirt butsome sort of flag nature I'm not sure confederate or British of French, I thinkit as if from an airport gift shop. Later I get an ear infection with is aclear indication they have taken me over seas by airline altitude with nosenses turned on what so ever such that they need to catch up when more andmore contact with others from all over bring impression of the water and floraldifference that I too am unaware contacted too far away, thus the altitude isfelt in sickness in the ear from reintroduction via others, possibly a islandin Lake Minnetonka could technically do the same because it's mad made but Idoubt it. Both way I bust my head open and the lady attempts to run to aneighbor Asian person watching from the window of their home, glass door and heshakes his head so she comes back and we have to begin running to herhouse. The house hold was the "Lee"residence and I think they get in touch to meet my mother at a parent teacherconference but have no children. Not sure what that is about, before or afterthe bump. I stop short because I'm woozyand stuff and lay down and she continues to get to a phone. Two girls find me there, as they were goingto the park and concerned one goes to get help too. The ambulance pulls up fixes me up and walksme back and there is a crowd of 8 kids at least following, watching it at thepark. When back I am told to sit downand consider I sick and don't move and the ambulance said they talked with myparents and they have to go now. My mombegins making chicken noodle soup and serves it, and I feel something on theback of my neck thinking it's this new thing I hear about a "bug bite" that afriend was so wondering if a spider we seen was one that bites and he told meabout. Reaching back to my neckexpecting to catch a bug or something myhand hit a needle in my neck and I turn to look and my head is immediatelytwisted back forward by someone with big fingers of two, either my father whowas talking with Jacques Monod, or Jacques. I thinkthat is probably wrong just because he is not filming, and shot me up withanesthesia. I don't know it at the timebut the man is golden at labiality favor, also this guy had local school keysbecause that's where the take me to next, by time there my father had to carryme in, and it was after hours, and it takes the other man some time to get thenurses office door open and they put me on the chair and inspect my penis, toremove stitches at the least, but my face starts caving in and my father freaksout and the other just is just watching claiming he has to help me do somethinghe's a doctor he says. Expressing "I'llgo to prison" the man replies "well how hard did you hit him." He says "It was when he was a baby." Soapparently I had grown quite a bit.

o       Literallya embassy style architecture in Bloomington becomes under siege and while I'mout cold I have a outer body experience flying over it in the air alone andnews spreads that it is no longer a Embassy, as if it was, or really, they findit to be falsely one and get on the horn but I didn't find newspaper articlesabout it except for in hostage reference maybe and bank robbery with a juvenilesuspect. I don't know what happen but Ithink the U.S. Air Force gets involved somehow right near the airport, whichwould mean by my uncles reference the only who would be allowed out on therunway to meet them at the hanger, I sort of wonder if they reconstructed myface. Or swooped in on the rescue. Hintsmaybe went on between family members of Bea Arthur being Mary Kay. I'm not surebut it is possible it was her and she is a marine. I'm not sure between her, Mary Kay CosmeticMary, or a man, but I'm sure they're dressed to come off as Mary Kay CosmeticMary and slight impression of my mother from the back side would be in the samelines, and Bea with little effort could look like either and she is a actressso no stranger to make up.

       1979

o       Thisis where about when I gain momentum in my brain to be keeping my thoughts andthe abusers deplete more and more right in front of me as I become aware, dueto my memory gaining like snowball effect, and they hide plan view.

o       Mybirthdates become concrete to this year, with certificates, and newspapermention. Also because of the short war I went through, there is a USdefense signature and a UN representative signature on one of two of its parts.I think the original injustice ispossibly by sour grapes. Each time myfather speaks with his one aunt who was carrying me in 1951 he asks her if shehas seen Don, her husband, and every time I wonder why she is married or why heis not seen once. Say Don, or Dawn had a mistress, and say it was Vietnamese,and he has a few daughters with this mistress, and got into stealing childrenand reconfiguring them from the waste down, using the school who needles themto walk back and fall flat in front of his home, then maybe I think she's withhim in a battle of not giving in, and he is missing, not going to be back,possibly dead from all that jazz is no good even in Asia. Or maybe he decidedto lay low there after did it once, and made himself a lemonade stand and theroyal China guards chopped off his hands and tortured him for a business not inlegitimate practice. Their play withovary because they population control, but business illegitimate? No.

o       I'mstill starting preschool? I am unsure, I know I went to day care, New Horizons,a Sunday school I forget where, Kindergarten at Apple Valley, preschoolsomewhere too more like a day care but teachers, right after that one Iremember because the word school, the next class was birth coaching, it seemsweird today but in my mind I thought that was the next in like that I hearthese class things keep coming, but it was my mother filling in for hergirlfriend, it made me think, oh they don't B.S. around straight to businesssecond class soon as you get your bearings in it, right to birth stuff, then 1^stgrade 2^nd and so on to Bloomington one year, then Mound the 4^ththrough 9^th, then NJ 10^th and Mound 11^th and12^th.